Ava Fitzgerald – Rainy Days

Rainy Days

 

Wellness for me is a sky full of clouds set to boil over,

rain on the windows and grass, but never

inside,

In that magical moment when everything seems

warm and cozy and soft.

 

Inside, time stretches like taffy,

hours kept by

progress I’ve made on that book,

that painting, that crocheted project

(that I’ll probably never actually finish but is fun to

pull out when I have nothing else to do).

 

Nothing else matters but this:

Something burning, glowing in my chest,

singing through flesh and veins and all the gooey stuff.

In this space I’ve carved out I am wholly,

gloriously

content.

 

And so I craft and doze in this stolen moment,

Granted temporary reprieve from that

storm waging perpetually outside.

Because inside,

I can acknowledge that what I’ve created

feels remarkably close to bliss.