Creamy Crack

Erin Crittendon, Sophomore English major from Desoto, Texas.

 

Creamy Crack

Ah, it’s Tuesday another day

Another chair

Another hot comb

Another ply of despair.

I sit there waiting for my appointment to begin

Is it my choice, no.

But my mother insists,

 She has a solution of what would

Fix me, and make me “manageable.”

Does that include a custard,

A edge control

Or even a crème

Yes,

But it’s not the crème you were thinking.

See black people have what you call the crème that sizzles

Burns,

 And Smells.

The crème that burns all your thoughts away

But still make you feel “pretty”.

Smells like rotten eggs

Just screaming for me to scratch my scalp

All I knew is that there’s 2 hours of pain

But two weeks of beauty and bliss.

 Girl, does it get rid of those naps

And gives you that Meghan good look.

Makes you feel like a white girl

Yet it’s as stiff as a board.

It wasn’t until I became older,

That the little girls on the boxes

didn’t do what I did.

I looked up one day and saw that the crème

Nearly disintegrated my hair

Made it dry,

Brittle,

And broke.

 Last came the scissors,

And I soon became a

Found women.

A real woman.

A natural woman.

No artificial colors, preservatives, or dyes honey.

That day

I felt beautiful for the first time in my life.